| yeahh deaf missed a few mOnths * |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|01:28 pm] |
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| | peiCes of me - ashlee simpsOn * | ] |
hey yeah well ive kinda missed like 2 mOnths of this shit but owell . my cOmputer was brOke and then i went on vaCatiOn and ive been kinda on the busy side . well we have One week left Of summer and pritty much so far summers been gOod . i went tO new mexico . mexiCo . and arizOna fOr 10 days .. ive been to the beaCh ` pOol . mOvies . dinner - and everywhere else . umm yeah so tOday is sophomore orientatIon for the new schOol whiCh suCk relly fuCkin bad bC i dont wanna goo =\ but wutever . and i feel like shit tOday ` sO im gunna cut this shOrt and gO lay dOwn . xoxo lOve yOu *
birthday cOuntdOwn - 11 days =) hOlleRr |
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| first weekend Of summer .... |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|09:05 pm] |
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| | avril lavinge ` dont tell me | ] |
yes soo the first weekend Of summer . hMm where shall we start ?! well friday after school yes i did have to go to orlando unfortunetly - but i guess it wasnt as bad as i thot it was gunna be .. the hOtel was real niCe ` sum courtyard resOrt plaCe and had an amazing jacuzii - yeah u can guess i spent moSt of my time there lol .. and frank was there so we hung out for sum of the time and just chylled .. so friday night i went tO the jacuzzi wif my little cusin bC im just cool like that lOl then saturday we went tO magiC kingdOm while my Other cousin had her sOccer games and shit then saturday night after the park we went to sOme Outlet plaCe wif cute clOthes lOl then we went baCk to the hOtel and u can guess where i went .. yup st8 tO the jaCuzzi .. lOl then kinda just relaxd while my mOm and aunt being the imature pEOple they are went and played ding dOng ditCh - haha yeah nOt even gunna go there . then On sunday everyOne left me and went to mgm sO yess i did spend my day at the pOol and got a real good tan all my by self !! haah then i went and gOt some food and then went back tO the room and took a nice peaCeful nap then wen everyOne got back from mgm they decided to go to unOs for dinner so i tagged alOng . lol then sunday night me and frank just chylled and went in some awesome room with bigg couches and shit and there was a bug <- haha wut a sight to see . and we just hung out till like 12ish then On mOnday my mOmmy took me shOpping at the huge mall and i got an 8O dollar bathing suit . haha shhh cant tell daddy lol 3 shirts a pink belt and a matChing braclette !! woooo lOl so yeah then we left aroUnd 3ish to come hOme sweet hOme .. that was a ride from hell . then yesterday i wOke up arOund 11ish got ready and kevin came and piCked me up and we went to his hOuse for a lil then the pOol with his sisters .. haha soo much funn !! lOl then last night my fam came over for my brothers girlfriends birthday and i got a new cellfone !! wooo finalyy . haha then today i hada go to "wOrk" babysitting .. ughh someone kill me please - i cant deal with this all summer but wuteverrrrrrr . so yeah tonight i feel like shit so im just chyllen ... eating some food and being the gay me that i am . well im out .xoxo lOve yOu *
o and i think i fOrgOt to add the highlight of my trip - wen i tryped Over a curb at walgreens in Orlando and fell intO a thing Of thOrny bushes and everyOne was laughing at me . haha yeah i felt real gayyy but its graveyy lolol . mwah * |
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| SUMMER O4 * WHHHAATTT |
[May. 28th, 2004|01:59 pm] |
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yesssss .well i can finaly say i am nO longer a freshman babyyyyy haha wooooo . today was r last and final day Of schOol and nOw it is summer =) of course now i have to faCe the whOle new schOol thing and im deaf gunna miss everyOne =( but for the time being im gunna make this the best summer ever lOl anyways . ook so yea this week we just had exames and shit .. and may i say i didnt do nearly as bad as i thought i was gunna . so im prOud ! lOl but yeah nOw im abOut to leave fOr disney =\ yeah every kids dream but ive been there soo many times nd its the first weekend of summer and i have to goo . im not really in the mood at all wutever . might as well just make the best of it i guess since there is nothing i can do abOut it . so yeahh well nuthin really else impOrtant i may add sO im gunna go * xoxo i love yOu ! |
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| almost summer * |
[May. 26th, 2004|12:08 pm] |
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| | i dOnt wanna knOw <- new fOund glOry | ] |
yes Ok sO we have twO more half days left Of schOol and i cannOt wait .. well lets catCh up on these past few days ` aright sO friday i was grOunded but kevin and jared came over for a lil while and jared was in his ninja gaiden mood - haha funniest shit ive ever seen lOl so we just hung on and lissend to baCkstreet bOys and spiCe girls in his car haha yeah dOnt ask Ok so then saturday i just hung out at hOme caz i was wunce again still grOunded * then at night i went Out wif my mOm fOr a lil .. so then sunday i got up did some chOres ` tryin to suCk up to my mOm lOl and kevin came over for a lil and we just hung out since we didnt on saturday .. fun stuFf * then sunday night i hada gO out so yeah nOthing really exciting happend that night . hMmM then mOnday rOlled arOund and it was just a nOrmal day at schOol - aCtually i was in a good mOod fOr wunce =) lOl and then i came hOme and did my stuDy guides for science and shit .... then me and my mOm hada "bonding" time at night haha yes it was my idea and yes it was so i culd "suCk up to her" haha so we watChed cheaper by the dOzen <- haha greatest mOvie . lOl anyways then yesterday was the last full day Of schOol thank gOd ` and we had r 6th hOur exame =\ nOt goOd . but yeah then kev came over after schOol and we tOok our daily walk and went to wendys haha and tO publix and i shared sOme very clutzy mOments haha and then we came home and drove to the park and yeah then we came baCk and just hung out here fOra while and then he left at like 7*45 after an hOur Of sayin he was gunna leave haha but it was funn sO nO cOmplaining lOl =) then tOday was an Ok day at sChOol ... we had r exames and 2nd and 3rd hOur so therefore we got out at 11.15 * and nOw im hOme eating a sandwhiCh bC im grOunded and yeahhh im gunna gO lay dOwn bC im ina pissed Off mOod siNce i cant go out ... ughhh * peaCeee xOo . |
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| missed a few days .. |
[May. 21st, 2004|06:50 pm] |
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Ok hmm lets see .. on saturday night i went tO the fOot ball game with valerie and yes that was not the best part Of my nite - wound up fighting with sOme peOple nO names needed tO be mentiOnd oK then yeah kevin came and piCKed us up and we went baCK tO jareds and watChed them play pOker for a lil then me val dan and kevin went tO muviCo and saw mean girls <- hah best moviie * then i came hOme aroUnd 11.3Oish .. then sunday i had my cheerleadin banquet and i gOt a trOphee . woo hoo !! haha anyways then wen i came hOme i got in trOuble fOr lying <- that was nOt funn .. and then sunday night a bunCH oF peoPle were at my hOuse eating dinner lOl .. then mOnday tuesday and wednesday were just nOrmal typiCal schOol days - dont think anything real important happend cept for the faCt i have been ina gOod mOod but Of cOurse that was bOund to get ruined and it did .. then wednesday night kevin came Over and we went fOr a walk to wendys caz we needed excersice then we ate and walked baCk . then he taught me everything abOut his car !! haha then yeah thursday was nOt a gOod day at all bc the drama never fuckin ends in this gOd damn high schOol life and im abOut tO gO crazi .. then today was nOt the greatest day either but the drama just keeps on going . haha but little do these peoPle kno -> i dont kareeeee * sO then i came hOme ate sOme maC and cheese and went tO sleep ` and yes it is friday and i am hOme bC i am groUnded and i dOnt knO hOw lOng this is going to last but i sure as hell hOpe it dusnt last lOng bC 1. summer starts fuCkin next week and 2. i cant take being in my hOuse . it suCks and to make it wOrse im in suCh a baDd mOod so i cant gO out and make things better . well im Outa here . xoxo peace * |
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| catChin up .. |
[May. 15th, 2004|01:25 pm] |
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| | SUNBURNED !! | ] |
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| | still in luv ` sean paul | ] |
hey well lets see .. um tuesday was just anOther gay schOol day i dont think anything really exciting happend then tuesday nite i went tO the basketball game - seniOrs vs. the teaChers with coop tj and aj then we left nd went tO mCdOnalds nd just hung out then wednesday uhh just once again a boring schoOl day .. came hOme tOok my nap nd just hung out then thursday - haha this had to have been the best day of my life <- literaly * ok so were in lunCh nd to make a lOng stOry shOrt we were throwin things at some fat blOnde girl and this went back on forth for like 1o mins or so and then she stOod up and chuCked a thing of milk at tj and it went everywhere so tj stOod up and thru a thing Of gatOrade and this started the fOod fight !!!! haha and wen i tell u it was no little foOd fight - peOple were thrOwing salads nd pudding nd pizza and hamburgers ` u name it .. it was being thrOwn across the cafeteria .. haha so then i lOok up and a thing of milk is cumming down right at me megan and valerie so we dive under the table then i lOok over to the windOw and theres an explOded pudding sliding down the glass <- haha best thing so then yeah we all ran and the cafeteria was a disaster . oo well it was deafinetly worth it ok so my day was fasinating * then i came hOme took a nap and woke up tO something i did not want to know about - yeah im not gunna get into all that so then i went tO billys later on with aja and kara and mena then at like 11 i went tO pick up megan and she slept over then yesterday we had nO schOol sO we got a nice wake up call at 9.3o frOm kevin to get ready fOr the beaCh lOl sO we went tO the beaCh with a bunch Of peOple and me and megan nOw lOok like twO dancing lobsters !! haha then we went tO walmart gOt alOe and came hOme got ready and went out at night tO shadOwOod then ended up at fridays with aja kara megan me kevin david grey jarred jamie brian val and ben .. then we went tO cOldstOnes nd just hung out .. then megan came baCk tO my hOuse for yet anOther sleepover ! lOl then we watChd billbOrd dad and went tO sleep which wus not the greatest nite considering we cant move !! haha then tOday i wOke up ate a poptart nd did my chOres so i can gO out tonight .. well im outa here bbl xOo lOve yOu : ps * happy birthday kevin !! hOoray .. i was the first one to wish u that haha .. xoxo peaCe |
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| o u c h =( |
[May. 10th, 2004|04:17 pm] |
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| | sweet hOme alabama * | ] |
grr . well can i say that today was not one of my good days .. we had a peprally <- last One Of the year ` and yeah the first rutine we did we tOtally blewwww like a penis !!! haha well lets see - there are jsut some people who shOuld not be cheerleaders who completly and totaly sucCK mOre then anything in this wOrld and yeah need i say mOre ? sO may i add that one of the girls on r team decides to fall out of a stunt during the first peprally bC shes too fuCkin stupid nd realize wut shes dOing and um yeah kinda brings me dOwn with her so therefore i land on my badd ankle all twisted but i had to keep gOing and deal with the pain. sO wen i walked Off the flOor i sat dOwn tO cOme tO find my ankle lOoks like a balloOn and is the size Of like afriCa .. umm so yeah i was really pissed Off caz nOt Only did she make us look like shit she hurt meee !! ok so um i had to suCk it all up wunce again and dO the second peprally with yet anOther fake smile on my face alsO since im front and center for 99% of the whOle rutine and yeah i cnt explain the pain i was in so wen that rutine was over i just sat dOwn and like cryed bC i culdnt feel my ankle so cOach got me ice and then yeah that was my day .. uMm ` i dun really think anything else happend sO im gunna gO nOw .. okayy . yeahh ` lOve yahh . peacee |
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| happy mOthers day * |
[May. 9th, 2004|07:45 pm] |
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| | i swear ` bOyz 2 men | ] |
heyy babi dOll. well hmm lets see ` tOday is mOthers day <- sO wut did i dO tOday .. umm slept untill twelve ' woke up and then went baCk tO sleep at 12.45 untill 4 * haha im suCha gOod daughter - lOl like i spent anytime with my mOm toDay ? nahh ` lOl sO yehh i felt like shit today .. but wutever its coOl. - last night was wOrth the shit feeling fOr tOday =) haha and then yeah i kinda juss chylled .. tOok a shOwer and lissened tO musiC nd ate summOre while i was tryin tO get things oFf my mind but really nOthing is changing . everything to me is just like whatever and liek i said b4 im just so siCk of pretending that im all happy and shit fakin these smiles wen really im not so yeh im just gunna live life day by day hoping it gets better .. anyways .. theres a shit lOad Of fOod left in my hOuse frOm mi mOms parti so im good fOr abOut a week Or sOo. but yeah nuffin really exciting gOin On .. sO im gunna gO - bbl * xOo lOve yOu <-
[ quOte ] : its not easy tO fake a smile when
really all yOu want tO dO is [ c r y ] =( ilu |
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| yippy - do - da |
[May. 8th, 2004|01:41 am] |
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| | some wacked out sOng ?? | ] |
helllooo journal . soo wow this night was just wonderful . i went out with coop to joeys and buk and we chylled nd did r own thing nd had funnn funnn funn . haha yeah so i just hada get out and get some things off my mind .. but then wunce i got hoem it was all back to the norm so yeah well my moms haven a parti right now so went outside with everyone nd decided why not .. get drunk . so woo i did and now im just str8 up chyllenn liek a playerrr . lol so yeh umm hmMm lets see . i dun really know wut else to say . im gunna go now nd eat some food nd god knows wut else. this night was great. hollerrrr |
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[May. 7th, 2004|10:21 pm] |
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| | slOw mOtiOn ` juvinile | ] |
hii . aright sO yeah its friday again thank the hOly fuCkin lOrd bC i hOnestly dOnt think i cOuld take anOther day Of schoOl fOr this so called great week ` but yeah sO hMm wut happend tOday well in frist hOur i almOst beat the shit out Of sOme kiDd bC he is tOtaly fuCkin obnOxiOus and a peiCe OF shit and yeah that was interesting .. i made him loOk like an asshOle infrOnt Of the whOle class - its amazing wut im capable Of - haha so then yeah went tO third hOur ` best classss cOoking .. yumm and we made brOwnies nd dOnt ask hOw i did it bC im nOt tOo sure myself and i drOped the metal bOwl On my faCe and busted my lip and it was all swOllen and bleeding ! haha so then we ate r brOwnies wif iCe cream and sprinkles !!! yUmMmmmMm. and raChel is a mOoch . haha greattt third hOur . lolol then i went tO lunCh and i dunnO i was fine and everything then things started getting tO me and i was realizing alOt Of things nd the faCt that me and tj are Over nOt still tOgether and just in anOther fight sO then i went fOr a walk wif val and i just culdnt take it anymOre and i started crying - im just so siCk Of pretending that nOthing is bothering me and that i dont care and im just happy - no caz really im not .. things are bOthering me and i dO care nd really .. im nOt all perky little happy me . life sucks and man they said it was gunna be hard but nOone told me it was gunna be this hard. nd soo many fake people ugh gOd damn cant take anymOre Of it - 14 days left Of schOol ` then summer . thank gOd. then i came hOme frOm schOol nd tOok a nap till like 6.3o nd usually id gO out tonight but i had a ruFf week and i just wasnt in the mOod i had a swOllen lip and red eyes from crying nd i was just like blahh sO i juss chylled hOme nd listend to musiC nd did my chOres tOnight sO hOpefully i have a better weekend nd ill go out tOmarrOw and shit but yeh wOw right now im in the moSt bitChyest mOod u can pOssibly think Of cOnsidering im pms'n like a mOther ' nd im just nOt in the mOod fOr anything Or anyOnes bullshit tOnight . ive flipped Out like 4547564253 times in the last hOur Over like nOthingg. i hate this time Of the mOnth nd to tOp it all Off my week had tO be once again -> hOrribleeeee * cOoOOol right?! well yeah im gunna gO nOw. bbl ` xOo lOve yOu . peaCe
brOken like a puzzle - in a hundred peiCes [<|3] |
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| it gets wOrse .. as time gOes On * |
[May. 6th, 2004|03:39 pm] |
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| | all falls dOwn . | ] |
ughhh Ok sO im nOthing but a tOtal fuCk up whO deserves every badd thing that has ever happend tO me and my sO called wOnderful life ` yeah right sO ok . nOw lets see - didnt go tO schOol On tuesday - juss kinda stayed hOme chylled ate and slept .. wut a peaCeful day withOut any drama =) woO but Of cOurse that wusnt gunna last right sO then i talked tO cOop On the fOne fOr like an hOur nd then as the night went On it just gOt wOrse and wOrse and worse and wOrse but the fuCkin secOnd - sOo tO sum it alllll up fOr u w\O all the juiCy details .. it ended like this - brianna and tj ' nO lOnger tOgether - wOw i deafinetly did nOt think that is how my sO called drama free day was gOing tO EnDd * sO yeah then fOr the secOnd Or third night ina rOw i gOt nO sleep and instead i was up for the night thinking abOut shit and hOw muCh wOrse it culd get so then sChOoled it yesterday then hada gO tO cheerleading praCtice at cOaches new gym .. haha wut a car ride with camila brielle and courtney . haha we stOped at dunkin dOnuts if we were not late tO praCtice anyway but its Ok caz we needed fOod lOl sO then yeah brielle wanted a peiCe Of my dOnut sO i fOund a peiCe that was On the flOor and gave it tO her . hahahahha hOly shit it was greatttt !!! then we hada fun car ride hOme -- yah then tOday was just anOther typiCal day at schOol nuthin really interesting well atleast i dun think .. but yeah im gunna gO ` bbl - xOo .. peaCe *
[ qwOte ] : yOu never realize hOw muCh sOmeone means tO u
untill yOu have lOst them ` sOo tru =( i miss u . xOox |
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| w h y ... =( |
[May. 4th, 2004|11:06 am] |
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| | i want yOu baCk ` nsynC * | ] |
ugh .. well lets see where i left Off .. friday i think?! Ok sO yeah me and tj wOrked everything Out then saturday i just chylled hOme caz i hada gO sumwhere then yeah i wound up nOt gOin so i just watChed bring it On and lissend tO musiC lOl then sunday i wOke up at 12 and wOrked Out fOr twO hOurs . it was greaaatt lOl ` sO yehh this weekend was kinda layed baCk and relaxed whiCh wasnt tOo badd * then yesterday was mOnday and it was anOther fuCkin schOol day - Ok enuFf said sO then tj was madd at me again ? and then after schOol i had cheerleading and kendall busted cOurtneys chin Open - eww it was nOt a pritty sight . lOl sO yeah then traCy gave me a ride hOme nd i juss chylled by myself then i talked Or shuld i say cryed On the fOne with aja fOr like 2 hOurs here and there . it was wunce again ANOTHER HORRIBLE DAY !!! sO then i went tO sleep at like 12 nd every 2O mins i wuld lOok at the clOck ` tOssing and turning all night - i culdnt sleep if my life depended On it . i had so muCh on my mind that sleep was nOt my tOp priOrity . sO then yeah my alarm went Off nd i hit that shit and went baCk tO sleep till 10 am . sO thats where i am right nOw - at hOme . nO schOol * watChin mtv and thinking abOut everything . well im Outa here bbl xOox
[ qwOte ] : yOu cant tell ur mind tO stOp wanting tO be
with sOmeOne wen yOur heart still dOes - i lOve yOuu * |
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[Apr. 30th, 2004|11:36 pm] |
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| | thrOwbaCk` usher | ] |
well yes . it is finaly friday nd i culdnt be happier that this week is over . u just dont understand how badd my week was. it is always bad but whOa . this week was exeptiOnally the wOrst !! hMm sO yeah tOday was just nOt the best day wunce again . tj is still madd at me fOr sOme reasOn =\ that i really dOnt even understand but wudever . im juss gunna be strOng nd nO mOre tears -> see =) smile smile smile ! lOl sO yeah then tOnight i did have plans tO gO see a mOvie Or sumthing with tj but yea u can guess that didnt happen . sO i went tO stephs nd met up wif jOey Oz jOey b nd zaCh nd we went tO shadOwwOod nd saw gOdsend. ahh hOly shit that was the freakyest mOvie ive ever seen . haha * it was cOnfusing at first but whOa it was scary lOl jOey was prOud Of me caz fOr wunce i did sumthing right and piCKed a gOod mOvie =) lOl sO yeah then i was gunna go baCk tO jOeys sisters hOuse wif all them but i hada cOme hOme caz i gOda get up and go sumwhere tomarrOw . sO yeah well im gunna gO nOw ` ill be baCk later thOO xOox lOve yOu *
i hOpe this week cumming up is aCtually better man caz i cant deal -> peaCe . xO |
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[Apr. 29th, 2004|03:58 pm] |
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| | simple things ` usher | ] |
ugh i just rOte this whOle jOurnal entry but my peiCe of shit cOmputer earased it . sO yeahh hMm ` mOnday was sCHOOl nd then tryOuts at night then by tuesday i shuld have knOwn my week was getting wOrse . i gOt kiCked Outa my 6th hOur .. well aCtually i walked Out bC my teaCher is a fuckin retard nd cant teaCh nd yea sO she called my mOm nd all that juiCy stuff then wOrld war 4 tOok plaCe in my hOuse - dOnt ask wut happend to wOrld war 3 bC that happend last week lOl sO yeah my mOm flipped Out On me ` i swear the lady is craCked Out ugh that was the mOst hOrrible day Of my life nd so nOw she wOnt let me stay at OlympiC next year nd she wuldnt take me tO try Outs nd all that shit . sO yehh that was tuesday then wednesday my day was ooo just phanOminal ` went tO sChOol .. nuthin really exCiting i dOnt think . besides the faCt that tj was still in his oo i love u girlfriend to all the girls kind Of mOod ` gRr .. then yeah last night i didnt have suCha hOtt night my mOm and her skitzO mOods * haha yeah sO then i talked to tj On the fone till like 11 then we text messaGed till like 11.15 ' lOl then i hada wake up at 5.30 tOday sO i culd gO have a cOnfrence with my math teaCher ` the crazi one whO i freaked Out On on tuesday - Oo bOy wasnt that fuNn . then i went tO seCOnd hOur nd got bitChed at nd then tj was madd at me toDay fOr no apparent reason whiCh yeah i dOnt really kNo then i gOt a referal in 6th hOur then i missed the bus then At&t lied abOut my bill . well yeah ill be baCk later . xoxo lOve yOuu always
[ brianna ] * |
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[Apr. 26th, 2004|03:48 pm] |
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| | i pray ` amanda perez | ] |
hii . well lets see .. yesterday fOr me was aCtually a goOd day fOr the mOst part. i went shOpping wid my mOm at sawgrass nd gOt a shitlOad Of new clOthes nd we aCtually didnt fight that muCh . but yesterday was alsO 6 mOnths that my friend mark passed away sO therefOre that was On my mind . then last night i went to marks hOuse fOr a lil while nd alOt of things just made me realize hOw muCh mOre i shuld appriCiate life beCause in a secOnd flat it culd all just end * just like marks life =( sO yeah then i came hOme last night tOok a shOwer nd kinda juss layed dOwn in my room caz i had alOt On my mind then tO make matters even better my hOuse fOne rings and its the army lOoking fOr my brOther tO go fight in fuCkin iraq.. yeah real cOol ` nOt . so thats shits On my mind too . hmM then all day tOday i was thinkin abOut my brOther and mark and hOw muCh this shit fuCKin suCks, then in lunCh i have bryan beare sit there and craCk jOkes abOut shit after i told him a milliOn times to just stOp and drOp it bC im nOt in the mOod but nO he just kept On gOin sO i just culdnt take it anymOre nd i xplOded nd walked Out . then i started cryin but thank gOd fOr megan and bar - caz they always make it better =) thanx girls. i lOve yOu bOth sO muCH . sO then yeah went to fashiOn .. math and pe ` came hOme nd im eating maC and cheese abOut to gO get ready caz i have cheerleading tryOuts in like an hOur . sO ill ttyl ` xOo lOve yOu
[ Mark A. drewes ] * 6mOnths - rest in peaCe . i lOve yOu
sO muCh nd miss yOu mOre then anything. i wish i had One
last chanCe to say gOodbye =( all bc Of sumthing sO stupid
u had tO lOose yOur life - On yOur 16th birthday . ily
Jay Levin - yOur a fuCkin murderer nd i hOpe u have a gOod fuCkin time in jail yOu stupid peiCe Of shit. u tOok a persOns life fOr nO reasOn ` nd i wish u were fuCkin dead
but better yet u gOda live with this shit. fucCckk yOuuuu |
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| twO weeks <- |
[Apr. 24th, 2004|11:29 am] |
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hey wow deaf havent written in like twO weeks caz my cOmputer was brOke nd shit . sO lets see -> hMm . the week after easter wasnt my best . thats really all there is tO say . infaCt it was filled with alOt Of tears , drama , bOy prObs nd yeah all that juiCy stuFf. then last friday i went Out with my brOther nd juss chylled then saturday durin the day i cleaned up my rOom nd then at night i went tO jarrYds with tj steph jOey jOey shuster matt bryan zaCh nd gabe . i think thats it but i mite be missen sumOne lOl anyways it was alOt of funn ;) sOo yeahhh enuff abOut that night . um then last sunday i dOnt think i did anythin really that exCiting . then mOnday was schoOl - nd i had cheerleading this week nd yeah havent cheered in like 3mOnths nd wen i say my bOdy has been sOre fOr a week im nOt kidding haha i can barley even move. sO.. then thursday was a half day and while in 2nd hOur (bennetts class) me and karlee nd sum Other girl gOt kiCked Out fOr " standing " nd sO bennett deCided tO give the chapter 2O test cOnsisting Of one tru Or false Q... this is the test fOr chapter 2O * but Of cOurse me nd karlee nd the Other girl were kiCked Out sO we gOt zerOs - sO then bennett gave us 3O seCs tO say why we shuld beable tO take it nd yeah that was fun -> haha * then i went tO the mall with bar and karlee nd i gOt a new skirt at abercrOmbie then we met up with bOyle kevin teO nd miguel fOr a lil then karlee left sO me and bar went intO cOach and admired the purses . hah it was funn then yeah came hOme nd gOt ina huge fight with my mOm [ gay shit ] ` then my brOther came Over wid his friends nd we ate dinner . then last night i was gunna gO tO the mOvies but instead i sat hOme nd talked to tj all night sinCe he is siCk =( aww pOor babi lOl nd yeah we had sOme crazi ass cOnvOs - haha * anyway thats besides the pOint . i Love yOu my pimp ' lOl . well tOday im juss chyllen - gOda babisit tOnight =O nOt in the mOod at all. gOda gO thO . xOo lOve yOu |
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| hip .. hOp .. easteRr <- |
[Apr. 11th, 2004|02:57 pm] |
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[ hip hOp . its easter ] * yay !! lOl sOo yeah tOday i wOke up at 1.3O caz basiCly this whOle weekend i really havent had that much sleep so i kinda juss needed tO catCh up. lOL well yesterday after i came hOme frOm stephz i cleaned my rOom and shit and juss chyllaxed all day ` watChed little rasCalz and ate sOme fOoOod * lOl i was gunna gO out last night but didnt feel tOo gOod sO i jus hung arOund the hOuse and all that gOod stuFf . anyways ' sOrry to cut this shOrt but da famz here and yeah im nOt really in da mOod tO type . lOl sO ill bbl - xOox . lOve yOuu |
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| Oh wuda niight .. |
[Apr. 10th, 2004|11:00 am] |
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heYy yOuu . wuts upp ?! hMm well lets see . i think i fOrgOt tO mentiOn a highlight Of thursday ` haha sOme kids a sChOol (names i will nOt mentiOn) lOl went tO sChOOl at like 1am On wed. night and filled every single key hOle with gunky stuFf sO the teaChers and shit wudlnt beable tO get in ` and yeah it was real funny ... anyways - yesterday [ friday ] i went tO da beaCh wif steph and met up wid like tj jOey b . matt jarryd stevO and some Other peOple and then they all left and i saw dani stOlt tOo =) Ok sO then at like 1.3O everyOne at da beaCh started standing up beCause Out Of nOowhere these disgusting blaCk bugs started swarming everyOne sO yeah it was grOose sO we gOt Our shit and left ` then me and steph went and gOt cOffee iCe cream lOl .. mM hOw gOod was that shit lOl then mi mOm came and gOt us and we juss went hOme . then i came hOme, took a shOwer , did my hair and makeup and all that gOod stuFf then went tO stephz fOr da night . sO her mOm went and piCked up five guys and me and steph were in the car and we hatiOn paCked that shit lOl . then we went tO blOck buster .. piCked up jOey Oz .. rented chainsaw masaCre then went baCk tO cOopz .. oo and may i add jarryd wanted tO hit me bC he said i was the dumbest persOn alive which is sO nOt truuee hes just madd bC hes sO much dummer .. lOl .. then jarryd and matt left beCause they suCk * lOl then me tj jOey Oz stevO and jOey b all watChed the mOvie and it was scurry . then tj deCides to be gay and nOt lay with mee =( beCause i have cOoties lOl then he said hed "share" the cOuCh . lol but yes Of cOurse i still had funn ;) anywayssss .. then after the mOvie at like 1O ` we all walked tO cOldstOnes .. ate icecream and walked baCk and on the way hOme tj and stevO were gunna thrOw me in the lake . haha sO yeah then they left and me jOey Oz steph and jOey b watChed 2fast 2furiOus and they left at 1 * then me and steph talked tyll like 2 then went tO sleeeepppp . and nOw im hOme abOut tO gO dO mi chOres sO i can gO out tOnight! haha sO yupp .that was my funfilled night .. xOox
[ i lOve yOu ] * |
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[Apr. 9th, 2004|09:47 am] |
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whOa . we gOt some madddd catChing up tO dO rite here . well lets see where i left off ... what? friday nite i didnt feel gOod sO yeah then saturday during the day juss chylled at hOme then gOt ready and went to dinnner wid mi aunt and mi mOm and shit then went tO jarrYds with tj and megan at like 7.30 * oOOh what a night =) haha . here lets put it this way - it was funn . lOl we played magiC triCks with cards , haha then jarryd and megan went in the Other rOom and were gunna watCh jumanji but then the britney spears cOncert was On sO me and tj watChed it in one rOom whyle them twO were in anOther - lOl . then yeahh uMmMmm megan wanted maC and chessseee haha ` fuNny stuFf and Omg megan hOw muCh h2O was i gOd damn it . [ lmaO ] anywayss . i went Off and did my Own thing ;) haha O and by the way * tj ` real sOrry abOut ur shirt . haha atleast it wusnt ur hair . ughhh haha Ok next tOpiC .. uHhh then sunday i went Out wid mi mOm fOr a lil then mOnday was sChOol nd all that gOod stuFf and then tuesday i missed the buss and was stuCk at sChOol tyll fuCKing fOur OclOck - ughh nOt funn at all then i had spanish tutOring and yeah then wednesday same Old shit - sChoOl and blah blah then yesterday had tutOring again and then yeah hmm came hOme gOt all ready tO go out and wunce again my plans gOt all fuCked up and then me and mi mOm gOt in anOther hugeeeee fite and the bitCh made me cryyy fOr like 2hOurs sO i just cried myself tO sleep at like 9.3O then my fOne rings at 10.15 bC steph jOey tj gabe matt jarryd mike and his brOther were all outside my hOuse sOo i went outside with my eyes all niCe and red and swOllen and yeah then i juss came baCK in after like 5minutes caz i really wasnt in the mOod and last night i dOnt think i have ever been sO clOse to running the fucK away . sO yehh tOday we have nO sChOol and i wanna gO tO the beaCh mOre then anything but its fuCkin clOudy Out sO im praying that the sun cOmes shinning thruuu sO i can gO * dOsent lOok tO gOod thO so my luCk ill just sit On my ass fOr the rest Of the day and prObably weekend and not dO anything - thats just my luCk . well yehh im still nOt really in the best Of mOods sO im gunna gO ` bbl XO peaCe |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2004|08:16 pm] |
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| | gOod charlOtte ` hOldOn | ] |
Ok well we gOt some real catChing up tO dOo lets see On my fabulOs wednesday i went tO seventh hOur and a bunCh Of us deCided that we hada make up a bunCh Of april fOols jOkes sO me and jarryd came up wid one to do tO tj nOt cOmprehending that jarryd was gunna turn aroUnd and put that shit On me sO yeah we planed to tell tj that i smOked over break since he dusnt like that shit well this all happening the day b4 fOolz day sO it wuldnt be ObviOus jarryd tells tj after schOol but tellz him its a jOke SO aCt like hes real mad at me and shit and reverse it sO yeah jarryd callz me and tellz me tjs pissed sO i called tj tO tell him it was a jOke and he "flipz Out" on bC and was all madd telling me he dusnt like me anymOre and all that shit sO yeh then after a lil while they felt bad bC they made me cry so they tOld me it was an april fOolz sO then i started laufing and they deCided it wusnt cOol 4 me to lauf so tj called me baCK nd tOld me he wasnt with all them and he was styll mad and he didnt believe me and text messaged me all this shit so yeh im real fuCkin pissed at jarryd and the dumb fuCk i am styll dusnt realize they are kidding sO yeah it tOok till abOut 10 oClOck at night after a nice hOur Or bitChing baCk and fOrth with tj on the cOmputer tyll he finaly felt badd bC i told him he made me cry and he said it was an april fOolz On me bC i tried tO fuCk wid him hah wow yeah tell me i didnt feel real gay . sO yeah i was teased by everyOne and it wasnt cOol but nOw that i lOok baCk its pritty funny * haha sO besides that then thursday i went tO sChOol tyll like 9*3o and then mi cuzins came and piCked me up and we went tO da beaCh and i gOt ina fight wid sOme 5O year Old bitCh bC she was walking around ina thOng bathingsuit and her ass cOuld have cOvered canada and i tOld her she lOoked fuCking disgusting sO yeah it was nOt a pritty sight . sO yeh then tOday went tO sChool ` usual day then lOSt a 30O dOllar bet in pe haha with raChel and jarrYd - nOt kewl . lOl and nOw im sitting hOme on a friday night bOred hungy tired and all that shit and i dOnt feel gOod sO thats why im nOt Out . i hada real lOng week and i juss wusnt in da mOod . well im outa here xOo lOve yOuu . peaCe |
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